Someone asked me the other day if going through this makes the world seem different. My only answer at the time was I'll never go back to working like I was, the stress has the be what got me sick."
But with that question in the back of my head somewhere while I've gone throughout last treatment I've realized it's changed me in a much more profound way. Every moment counts. I want to make the most out of everyday, and when I'm sick in bed or so fatigued all I can do is watch tv, I'm really unhappy about it. I don't have any choice but to accept it, but I want to get out and live again.
But with that question in the back of my head somewhere while I've gone throughout last treatment I've realized it's changed me in a much more profound way. Every moment counts. I want to make the most out of everyday, and when I'm sick in bed or so fatigued all I can do is watch tv, I'm really unhappy about it. I don't have any choice but to accept it, but I want to get out and live again.
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